Loss

Lately it feels like all the solid things in my life are crumbling. I know it's selfish but I wish it would just stop. I wish I could fix my broken marriage but I can't. I wish I didn't have to leave this place with my friends and my job behind. Today was a final blow to me when I found out we lost Steve to his battle with ALS. He was/is a wonderful man who will always have a place in my heart and in the heart of everyone who was lucky enough to know him. He was the eternal optimist and I hope despite the dark days ahead of me that I can take a bit of his optimism and carry it with me. Steve thank you for everything you have done for me in my life and thank you for being like a 2nd dad to me up until the day you died! Rest in peace!!

Dexter Season 4

Just started watching season 4 of Dexter and all I have to say is Mr. Lithgow you are CREEEEEEPY!!

Afterlife

It's time for the next installment of Resident Evil....I know it's wierd but I LOVE these movies...So guess where I'll be on September 10th? You guessed it...in the theater watching zombies get their asses kicked!

Good Quote

"The human heart has hidden treasures, in secret kept, in silence sealed; the thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures, whose charms were broken if revealed." -Charlotte Bronte

Things are Changing...

... and my heart is breaking!

The End of The World- song by Nina Gordon

Why does the sun go on shining
why does the sea rush to shore
don't they know it's the end of the world
'cause you don't love me anymore

why do the birds go on singing
why do the stars glow above
don't they know it's the end of the world
it ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
why every thing's the same as it was
I can't understand, no I can't understand
how life goes on the way it does

tell me why does my heart go on beating
why do these eyes on mine cry
don't they know it's the end of the the world
it ended when you said goodbye

why does my heart go on beating
and why do these eyes of mine cry
don't they know it's the end of the world
it ended when you said goodbye

The Poet ***1/2

I finished reading this book a while ago but I am finally getting around to writing my review of it. The book is called the Poet by Michael Connelly. This was a solid 3 1/2 stars about of 5. It was a really good read. The story is a bit of a murder mystery who done it. I think I liked that the book started off here in Denver... I could picture so many of the places that were being mentioned. From there the book hooks you with twists and turns as well as a little side relationship. I was surprised at the ending which was nice. I would recommend this for the sheer fact that you never know who's really involved until the end and even then it's leaves you wanting more.

The Day The Music Died

Dear Norah & Sarah,

You have both been favorite in the past, however this new stuff is crap....Please work things out so we can make up.

(I've been a huge fan of Norah Jones and Sarah McLaughlin in the past but the new music they have put out is lame... what happened???? I blame Lady Gaga and her suckieness!)